I feel like there is nothing eventful coming for me in my future. This is where the internet comes into play. I don’t ever want to see myself being paid to blog, or paid to do something where I sit on the computer all day. The more I sit on the computer, the more I think about this. I just feel so uncomfortable thinking that the internet is what I will have to turn to.  I enjoy things the internet for about an hour, but that’s about all I can handle for a day.  But, it seems like this is the only thing out there. I mean, I play the alto sax and the piano, and I’m good at both, but those are hobbies. I only enjoy school for the art portion of it (good thing half of my courses are art ones), but I wouldn’t look at those things being careers. And that’s why I’m so scared of the internet, because it has power, in lots of peoples lives.

Internet and computers also brings me into electronics and such. I love my iMac, my iPod, my camera and the iPhone that I want really badly. This is scary because I don’t want to work in an electronics something or other when I’m older. Believe it or not, I very muchly dislike cellular telephones, and think they need to die. My mom insists that I have one, so that’s why I should have the iPhone, because atleast I could appreciate it. I’m alwayslooking at something new, or better and always wanting it, too.

It’s hard to believe that 2 things that I like so much (internet and electronics, duh), are scaring my future. I’m not afraid that technology is taking over the world, just that there could be a more eventful future in my life, I just cant see past what I see currently.

This blog was kind of everywhere, it’s late and I’m tired. Sorry if things didn’t make sense, or were hard to understand. Can anyone relate? I can’t be the only one who feels this way.